Their split has been so nasty and you wonder what the heck is really going on.
The singer and the former Popular actress share two kids so I hope they can hammer out some kind of legal agreement that enables Tammy to get back on her feet so she won’t feel compelled to write sad poetry on her Hollywood Farm Girl blog.
Melissa has previously said she pays Tammy’s bills. Here’s what Tammy has to say about that plus some other excerpts including the effect she thinks chemotherapy may have had on Etheridge’s behavior:
“pays all the bills”
not entirely true
“pays all the bills she chooses to pay”
“pays all the bills her people thinks
are important enough to pay”
is more accurate
when i went to get cash
just last week
for the three of us to eat
nothing
today i was shopping for birthday decor
4th next sunday!
little cash for lunch?
nope- not enough funds
no food
“pays all her bills”
not entirely true
my medical bills?
yes- insurance covers it all
for a small monthly fee
the house? i didn’t pick it out
they did
the kids’ education?
she chose the private schooling
i’m fine if they’re in public
i sit here quietly watching her people
launch campaigns against me on the ‘net
smudgin’ and sludgin’
but they don’t know nothin’
what i came into the relationship with
commercial cash and television stashes
working here and there in the marriage
That the fuck is marriage all about anyway? i thought i did everything i was supposed to do. support support support. love family, be there, love, right? all for naught or have i still everything to learn about love? and that was nothing? or the letting go of this is THEE LESSON of loving. argh.
someone told me that chemotherapy just messes with a brain chemistry, changes the brain, the person, and makes them just in general different. they might b meaner, or illogical, often imbalanced, or whatever. but they just don’t come out the same. hardly ever, i am told. and they can’t help it. it just is.
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